It’s Friday, January 25th, 2008.
I have never done standup comedy before in my entire life!
Preshow jitters:
Surprise:
Preshow jitters:
Surprise:
I perform RIGHT AFTER Eleanor (soon to be Mrs. Dice Clay) & Bobby Lee (from MadTV) !!
Does this make me a headliner at my FIRST show?!?!
Postshow jitters:
repitition.
peeling the layers to the core.
sign after sign after sign.
faith no more.
it’s time to package that chapter
into a gift box with a bow
a present of many sorts. varieties, and such.
acknowledgement.
love, release, refocus!
a gentle hug, a friendly pat on the back
I know why the caged bird sings…
it’s because it wants to. and I enjoy that.
dance to this melody of life
happily and free.
Smile, it’s not so serious.
turning the page & beginning a new chapter
SUCH an Amazing book!!!
adieu adieu adieu, okay? Promise. Swear.
and you get this. don’t you? i bet you do. isn’t that interesting?
oh well, maybe in a few years, maybe not.
Thanks for the inspiration.
Thanks for the bizarre understanding, although, perhaps imaginary.
not gonna wait on the sidelines. for anything.
not gonna grovel beneath bright and shiney diamonds.
step aside, my friend.
gonna go hiding in public and eat steak and sushi at lux. it’s delicious, btw.
gonna wink at the past for a moment here.
a wink. a moment. the past.
Cool. Thanks. For whatever it’s worth, and whatever it was.
Guess this is it.
Guess it’s time to dip into that energy reservoir and redirect those laser beams.
Guess it’s time to go back, hibernating, in ‘that cave’.
Winnie the Pooh, I ain’t got nothin on you.
It’s Friday, January 18th, 2008.
I have never done standup comedy before in my entire life!
Preshow jitters:
Backstage:
Surprise:
late night
drinking tea
comtemplating the giant mystery
cannot fill the blanks once more
on those empty pages
where is the comfort?
simply in your home?
options, choices, thoughts, ideas, etc etc etc
just don’t know
unpackaged vacation
wanna hold it down
although when ya try
ya get made into a clown
no rules, no regulations, no answers
just now.
and then…
now..
and then..
now and then….
now and then.
tomorrow?
who knows.
it’s a new year
time to start fresh
life moves pretty quickly…
no time to regress
looking back and dotting all the i’s & j’s as throughly as possible
acknowledging and then moving on.
pick up the pace, spice it up a notch
blindly reaching out a hand, once again
yet culminatively being backlashed
sympathy for the confused, yet love for oneself
it’s become increasingly challenging to be
a crutch for her misguided wisdoms
it’s hard to say goodbye to a friendship of many years
well, it’s probably better than enduring any longer this misguided muffle mess
wanting to hug her eternally and let her know it’s going to be all right……
like jesus nailed to the cross
tried and tried and tried
it’s time to be burned and say goodbye to yesterday
hello to tomorrow.
rnrn
to assume is to make an ass out of u and me
an uneducated guess on what possibly could be
instinctual nature perhaps, or maybe that’s a lie
another muscle to develop in the gym
thank goodness for the wonders of exercise
holding onto the mysteries and wonders
because, survivally speaking, anything assumpted truly doesn’t matter
to live to survive & to survive to live are two different things
however, balance is the key in everyday life
below the surface, however, there is only one choice…
and like branches of a tree it springs out
unspoken acknowledgement
but you can feel the family
you just know
lessons learned from past bloopers & blurts
spring today’s strength and “wisdom”
essentially pure, in essence, yet…
testing…
trials and tribulations are fine
but this is not an island